Kabbalah Study

When I say I study Kabbalah what is it that I study?

Most would say that I study Torah, the Sephiroth, the relationships found in Gematria etc. All of this may or may not be a part of my studies in Kabbalah. What I end up studying is my own internal relationship to what I believe is going on in any given moment. This is a far more pertinent study that directs us to the connection between ourselves and our relationship with the Incomprehensible.